Only a cursory glance at the title , may make you feel baffled. You may think what is this inner truth and what`s its connection to feel your being in a different way ? From where does it come ? Sometimes, you may feel that it directly comes from your self . You may even be puzzled to think what your ` Self ` is; Is it the ego ? Or something that is far more different ? Or is it the inner most depth of your entity where psyche resides? But , I would rather suggest you that this `Truth` is a mysterious , creative force that sometimes appears as a polestar , sometimes as a dove, bringing peace and symmetry , sometimes as the pheonix to lift you up from the ashes of your disjunctiveness and distractions and sometimes it also appears as the deep down depth of an ocean to fill your entity with solace and serenity . You just need to feel it with all your spontaneity , with an inner grace that you already have within.
An inspiration that came in a magical way :
Before I unravel this wonderful mystery , I would like to share some of the excerpts of a short poem that came into me , last night , just out of the blue in a somewhat drowsy state of my mind. That was a mysterious creative force , continually guiding me to express those words in a spontaneous flow. That force , somehow I felt was beyond this world of tangibility, yet very much akin to my being. Some of the expressions of that poem, I`m giving you here :
“ I`m not an enigma/ but your inner seed, your soul to talk with/ to make you feel/ here I`m with you and will be forever/ may be a secret story to share/ and this time you may find some/ other magics, out there.”
You may be surprised a bit , how is it possible ? My explanation would be , how do you like to feel it ? If it`s not possible the way you`re seeing the world then may be in some other way where reality takes a more magical turn with a subtle touch of transcendence, where your consciousness helps you to see the world with a different gaze and there transcendence and reality may rename them as transcendental reality .
A happy abode of this inner truth ; layers of your mind
If you really want to know how did that creative spark come into me , you have to peep into your innerland where your Mind resides . So , let`s go for a ride to that region and see how it works in a surprising way .
Three layers of your Mind
- External Mind : This is the external layer of your mind . It may be termed as an exterior coated form of your conscious self that receives data from all the external happenings and makes you to be aware of it helping you to use your intellect in a calculative and strategic way in order to make any decision. It`s the repository of your conscious awareness and your conscious doings. Technically it may be termed as the RAM of your Mind . It collects every memory that you`re visualizing from the outside world and stores those up into an internal layer of your Mind for further use . Sometimes it may do this process without being aware of that . It`s also connected to your Internal mind .
- Internal Mind : This is the inner layer of your mind. It may be termed as the interior part of your self . Usually it works as a two way traffic. Sometimes it channelizes its energy towards the external part of your self and sometimes sends its signals towards your Inner Mind , the core part of your existence that I`ll discuss later . It channelizes its signals with the help of three energies of your self that subtly linked to this layer. The first energy is your Survival Self that works with two undercurrents. First is the Normal Undercurrent that helps you to live according to the norms of your survival existence that`s keeping you alive . The second one is the Undercurrent of your ego that works both in good and bad way. When it works in a self-centered manner, indulging a thought of self – absorption, that is some sort of extra pride that everything can be done by you and you only and there`s no other force around the universe , required for anything else , then you have to think a while, as here the ego may work in a negative way, completely keeping you unknown of its reverse effect. Sometimes it also works in a way , that seems very much acceptable devoid of any sense of self – absorption or self –gratification , but it helps your conscious self to make any vital decision, reserving your self –esteem intact. This time it works for a better result and influences you to be more passionate and constructive, pushing you forward to find your true worth . The second energy is your Overwhelming Self , sometimes influenced by some social scenarios and sometimes for some past life issues , submerged and suppressed into your subconscious resulting in the form of anxiety , depression , irritations , fears and over expectations seeing the external world or experiencing some other emotional upheavals. Sometimes you may get overwhelmed by some sudden incidental joy or sorrow. Whenever you`re getting attached to these emotions, automatically it channelizes its energy towards your external self , resulting some behavioral problems and other mental and physical issues and in consequence of that you may also lose your internal and to some extent for sometimes, your external balance also. The third energy is the Inter- mediatory Self that clings like a pendulum in between these two energies. It`s the state of your Mind where all the conflicts and dilemmas arise, sometimes making you very much satisfied and sometimes leaving you dissatisfied . As a result of that you may lose your confidence. In this state , sometimes you may feel very much energetic, but on the other hand as it moves its head towards your overwhelming self you may feel a bit disturbed, resulting a conflict in your normal thought process that immediately influences that conscious layer of your mind and all other doings of your everyday life.
- Inner Mind : This is the inner most depth of your Internal Mind, the inner core of your being . This state of Mind can not be reached with the conscious realization of your tangible reality but it has its presence in an unseen world of reality that is primordial since your existence . It`s invisible but has a deeper connection to your being . It can not be seen as a thing , not to be interpreted with rationality , or can be defined in an etymological form of theoretical analysis . It is spontaneous and independent and its infinite wisdom and creative intelligence can only be felt , with a deeper knowing of yourself . When you breathe , you may think it is your conscious self that`s helping you to do that , but I would rather suggest you that its not only that external part but also an inner mystery , your life force , helping you to breathe, to feel , inviting you always towards that unseen world of lifewardness. Here in lies the happy abode of your Inner Truth , your true companion , your Soul. Whenever you`re seeking for some recluse to spend some time with your own, you may feel some secret and soft mumblings of your soul . It may come in the form of an epiphany , intuition or some deeper feelings . It may also emerge as some sort of poetic expressions (as it was in my case ) or some soulful music that unexpectedly touch your heart within a moment and welcomes you into a different realm of consciousness; a consciousness that`s beyond any logical interpretation, beyond any tangible sense of rational comprehension.
But , here in this connection , I would like to tell you about another mysterious force that pervades our universe , the ultimate source of energy, an wonderful , all-knowing energy to which your Higher self is connected with an eternal bond . This ultimate divine energy always guides and protects your soul for a higher purpose, a purpose you`re destined for.
How did a miracle happen to an entrepreneur :
You`ll definitely awe –inspired if you listen to this incident that I`m going to share with you here . I`ve heard it from one of my friends who was a psychoanalyst by profession and quite unexpectedly , met someone who once had been a successful entrepreneur but during their meet , completely lost his faith to survive any longer . As a result, a sense of hopelessness continually made him to utter these words ; “ I only need something that`ll lead me to my next lifetime .” When asked by someone else , “But you`re still surviving. So what do you think for this lifetime ?” His answer used to be like this , “ This is only the messy one , I don`t want to survive any longer.” In his real life, an unfortunate disaster had actually happened with him . He had lost his business , his family, the life of prosperity that once he had . All other ties and pleasures of this tangible world that make someone content to survive normally in this world had literally wiped out from his life . Then , there were only few friends who felt that he needs some consultations to get himself back to his survival knot. In this connection , I would like to tell you that my friend used to treat his patients in a very friendly way and naturally this was also not an exception to that . On their first meet he asked, “So, how are you going man ?” After hearing that , the man perplexed a bit and answered in a stern way; “I`m not here to have this discussion , I need your help and this is not a joke that I`m going through a crisis .” He finished that line with a stern look. “ But , I see , you`re absolutely perfect.” – my friend replied , but that made him more furious and he started to scream; “ I – Don`t – Want to Survive Any longer ! Do you have that special thing that`ll lead me to my next lifetime ?” , “But why my dear?” , my friend asked him politely. “Because, it`s utterly a hellish experience for me to survive .” He replied in a dejected mood. “ Yes ! I too feel in the same way , would you give me your postal address?” My friend asked. “ But why?” that man asked annoyingly. “So that I can send that special thing to you. But please keep in mind that you`ll have to share all your secret plans to this special thing at every morning that you wish to have in your next lifetime. Plan those – nurture those – and believe in your heart that you`re receiving those right now , if possible, do this three times a day , you`ll surely make it happen .” My friend replied . “Will it work ?” He asked . “Absolutely! that`ll be a magic crystal.” My friend assured , bringing a habitual smile on his face. Six months later , an envelope was posted at my friend`s address. There was a letter, inside;
“ Hi ! Dear ,
I want to return that crystal, you gifted me because now I`ve it within me and my inner crystal continually helping me to learn, not to leave this world, but to Live – Believe and Live, once again!”
When psyche meets her mate , miracle is the only consequence:
Are you surprised ? Let me explain , more in an explorative way . An utter failure and that related depression and anxiety totally made that entrepreneur, helpless . All these upheavals and negative thoughts quite unconsciously, started to come at the Overwhelming Self of his mind . At the same time , his ego self couldn`t accept that failure any longer , continually trying to push him forward . But in his conscious mind , he was unable to find anything significant to make his life as same as before . Here his survival self became perturbed again and started to betray itself . And here at this point of time arose the conflicts and dilemmas into his inter- mediatory self that directly started to channelize their energy towards his external conscious Mind, resulting hopelessness , behavioral problems and an utter reluctance to survive any longer. But there`s a mystery in it . Hope, you already got my point . Like you all , he also had a true mate , his soul , connected to the divine source of energy. This force continually directed his energy towards an unseen world of reality where truth resides and for this force only, he used to talk about his next lifetime in an unexpected way . The psychologist readily got that point and used that crystal only as a symbol, an external stimuli to rejuvenate his ` soul`, once again who had lost her way in the midst of his surviving ego self and overwhelming self and felt herself badly stuck into that inter- mediatory self, yet struggling at the same time to be in her own essence , once again . After sharing the plans to that crystal, that entrepreneur not only released his negative thought patterns but started to imprint some useful thoughts into his internal mind and at the same time , he got introduced to the highest truth , very much aligned to the core of his existence . Do you want to know from where did he get that ? Absolutely, it was all from his Inner Mind , his divine self , whose tendency was always to make him feel complete and content, within with all his higher potentials and also helping him to realize his eternal connection to that ultimate source of divine energy. And as it happened, his external conscious self automatically got that positive undercurrent and the disequilibrium, he was experiencing in that mean time, finds a constructive balance, resulting only a miracle with a blink of an eye . This divine magic not only healed and nurtured his soul but also created him in a newer way to believe in an unseen world of reality where truth exists , in an eternal and invincible way.
In this connection , I would like to suggest you , if you`re unable to find your inner truth, just get prepared your higher self to connect to the divine source of energy and see the magic, within. I can assure you , there you can never find any upheaval or conflict, lurking in between your overwhelming and inter-mediatory self . Your ego ( in a good sense) also can channelize its energy in a fruitful way and you may have a feeling that a mysterious, creative force is leading you towards a state of bliss in a constructive way. Then only you can explore the true state of your being and can comprehend the true purpose of your survival on this plane not as a barren existence but as a gift from the universe .
A sweet reminder to feel and evolve your being in a peaceful way :
Self reflection , a kind of inner knowing is always needed as it helps you to connect to your higher self , your true soulmate that`s intrinsically linked to the eternal divine energy , the ultimate life force of your existence . Now I`m going to share with you the secret of how to feel that eternity within your self and how to restore it as a continuous power center of your being . Through the recognition of this truth you may automatically get a sense of integrity within your being and a need to evolve yourself with a consciousness of higher knowing.
Preferably during the time of dawn, you can maintain this method. If not, then try to do it once a day at a suitable time when you feel free and relaxed from the outside world .
- First relax your body , breathe in and out in a normal way, sitting in a comfortable position .
- Then try to calm your mind , but don`t pressurize yourself to do that , try to make it happen in a natural way .
- You can feel , all the distractions are coming haphazardly into your mind , some thoughts that are useful and some are not . Don`t get bewildered . It`s natural as we all are human beings and we`ve a precious mind to think .
- Try to imagine yourself , sitting on a sea beach during the time of Sunrise, try to feel that wonder of nature . Feel that you`re blessed enough and experiencing that eternal beauty, within.
- Imaginatively you may visualize that the waves are flowing on the surface of the sea . You may also hear the sounds of those waves . Remember , those waves are nothing but the upheavals of your life , continually hitting at the shore of your conscious self and sometimes at the inter- mediatory part of your Internal self , resulting conflicts again .
- Try not to indulge into those thoughts , but try to feel the calmness and serenity that prevail , deep inside the sea . Breathe in gently . Try to feel that you`re not alone, rather the entire universe is with you. And your whole being is getting aligned to that. Try to contemplate, you`ve the peace and harmony within yourself . Try to feel , in spite of those waves on the external surface , the sea itself remains calm, within and this is why it never misses out the opportunity to see the Sunrise at every dawn .
- Try to have that feelings within yourself . This serenity will automatically help you to feel your divine self , you can hear what your Inner guidance is trying to tell you. May be some precious interpretations, you never found before, a newer truth of your existence.
Through applying this method you may feel an ideal contentment that your soul is longing for and may realize your soul`s purpose, you`re destined for, since your primordial existence. Moreover with her subtle , intuitive assurance you may never feel your life as a fruitless existence, but treasure itself as an oasis , where the flowers need not to have other`s attention to bloom but always feel blessed, within with the fragrance , they already have , since eternity.
